*sigh*

I miss Rigger.

right now I am very confused, angry at mom and not angry at her, and I'm just very very confused as to social actions.

I've never been a social person. I'm scared of crowds, I don't understand why it's ok to wear the same dress only for certain occaissions for several years, but when it comes down to the same thing in a different situation, it isn't kosher.

why?
and why can't you just explain it to me, mom?