panic and an apt soundtrack

Fuzzy: Kasey, I'm getting second thoughts about my ability to come through for dragon*con
Kasey: what for yourself?
Fuzzy: in general, I feel like i'm going to SCREW IT UP
Kasey: sorry?
Kasey: what is there to possibly screw up
Fuzzy: the plan is that I'd have lots of plushies and make a business at dragon*con
Kasey: have none?
BitternBright: got plenty right now. but.. website business cards...
Kasey: fuzz i fail to see anyway showing up and selling shit you could possibly screw up.
Fuzzy: more along the lines of.. "oh god what if none of this sells.. and I have to make more tomorrow if I'm going to have enough"
Fuzzy: people at weekend flea markets make 50 items to sell for one day
Kasey: so...make some more
Fuzzy: I'm going to need 200+ for the convention
Kasey: and how many do you have
Fuzzy: currently? 20
Kasey: you could always take orders
Fuzzy: and I still need to design up a business card... ....you make a point. ...I could make order forms
Kasey: make some order forms
Fuzzy: yeh.. and...making an image for a business card won't be so bad. ..and you know what? I just realized.. I could use livejournal as a website, host the photos on photobucket...
Kasey: yeah
Fuzzy: ok... I just spazzed over nothing didn't I?
Kasey: pretty much




"I've got a plan to lose it all."

I guess I freaked big time, I guess I've just felt like life has been creeping up and zapping me one in the ass lately. Airplane tickets are go. Now my biggest worries are A) getting up a website to advertise from and sell the plushies from (the current idea is LJ. photohost through photobucket) B) Making business cards C) Making order forms should I run out of plushies while at the convention D) getting a day job to pay for the rest of the con. E) getting Jennie Breeden to answer my emails back damnit!!! F)getting down and making enough plushies... *ponders*

...yanno... BPAL's hungry ghost moon update is coming up next...