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crazyfurriesBoth brothers have been home, and are out elsewhere.
I am vacating the premises for the evening and will likely spend the night away from the house and computer in an attempt to avoid a conflict and bitchfest.
I know this sounds really weak, but that's just it. I can't deal with them both saying that 'you could be doing so much better, why don't you get your ass in gear?" "you don't know what work IS" and various other topics for which I have no defense and barely scrape by with on my saving roll against breaking down, having a fit, or screaming at either of them.
I know they're both doing a lot better than I am at life.
Reminding me of this doesn't help me get out of the hole I've dug myself into.
I am vacating the premises for the evening and will likely spend the night away from the house and computer in an attempt to avoid a conflict and bitchfest.
I know this sounds really weak, but that's just it. I can't deal with them both saying that 'you could be doing so much better, why don't you get your ass in gear?" "you don't know what work IS" and various other topics for which I have no defense and barely scrape by with on my saving roll against breaking down, having a fit, or screaming at either of them.
I know they're both doing a lot better than I am at life.
Reminding me of this doesn't help me get out of the hole I've dug myself into.
